25 Apr 2009

A life cycle theory

"The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends, I mean life is tough, it takes up alot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A death. What the fuck is that? A bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first and get it out of the way. Then live in an old age home. You get kicked out when your too young. You get a gold watch, you go to work for forty years until your young enough to enjoy retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play and you have no reponsibilities. You become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating around -- and you finish off as an orgasm."

George Carlin

15 Apr 2009

Imprisonment and Whipping of 75 year-old Woman

Khamisa Sawadi, who is Syrian but was married to a Saudi, was convicted and sentenced last week for meeting with men who were not her immediate relatives.
The sentencing of a 75-year-old widow to 40 lashes and four months in prison for mingling with two young men who were reportedly bringing her bread has sparked new criticism of Saudi Arabia's ultraconservative religious police and judiciary. The two men, including one who was Sawadi's late husband's nephew, were also found guilty and sentenced to prison terms and lashes.

What a pitch!... How could she ask some one who is "not her immediate relative" to bring bread??
it's an act for adultary... They could go wild and have a child and ruin the society...
That is the common sense for a society ruled by the Devil himself with the name of what so called"God-given" system.

5 Apr 2009

Let Loose

I am that close to losing the grip and falling apart.
I've been resisting it for a few weeks now, and I don't think that I have the power to keep resisting. Sometimes falling into that deep foggy hole that you've always been afraid of is the only rational thing to do to have yet another realization.
I'll have a deep breath and allow all the darkness, anxiety and uncertainty to flow inside my heart. Nothing in this world, nothing can hold that off...I have my comfort circle, my 3 bottles of basic colors, my books, my music and all my weirdness to keep me safe and sane.
I'll close the doors and open this little window. I'll take off the batteries of all the clocks and watches that were ever made.
I won’t allow anything or anyone to bring in the sensation of time, or even existence.I’ll welcome this sweet painful emptiness.

Can you smell it...? Can you feel it??